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Thursday, October 21, 2004
Happy Burfday Babes
 He's 4 this year =) .
In3caTe jotted @ 6:01 pm
Friday, October 15, 2004
And still, I play with my 'ring'... So painful... So tired... I'm not the bad guy... Really, I'm not... I feel so selfish... And this is the only way... It hurts so bad... So painful... Don't want to cry... I'm so tired... Forgive me... Yours always... In3caTe jotted @ 12:28 am
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord. Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand, One belonging to him, and the other to the Lord. When the last scene of his life flashed before him, He looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of his life There was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened At the very lowest and saddest times in his life. This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it. "Lord, You said that once I decided to follow You, You'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, There is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why when I needed You most You would leave me." The Lord replied, "My precious, precious child, I love you and I would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering, When you see only one set of footprints, It was then that I carried you." . Angeliki, I know you feel that when you are at your lowest, The people closest to you leave you, And that no one cares for you. . I know you are afraid of the day, When no one will be by your side, Not even your family. . But I want you to always remember, What God promised you;  . ~ Deuteronomy 31:6 ~ . . In3caTe jotted @ 9:16 am
Saturday, October 02, 2004
I'm sorry for disappointing you. I'm sorry for being irresponsible. I'm sorry for not managing my time properly. I'm sorry for disobeying you. I'm really sorry dad. In3caTe jotted @ 1:03 am
Friday, October 01, 2004
It has been awhile huh... So much has happened since I got back. Everyday comes and goes like the wind. Finding out that I couldn't proceed to my final year seems so surreal. I failed my tort, again and I am told that I have to re-take it next May. I was gonna come home but decided to stay here.. for awhile (some things are better left unsaid). Anyway, God never fails to turn a something bad into a blessing or as the Cypriots say it, "When a door closes, a window opens". I'm allowed to do my dissertation (final year project) this year with my tort. Hence when final year comes around I'll only have to concentrate on 2 core subjects, which is pretty good considering the circumstances. The only drawback is that I'll be here till 2006. I'm so thankful for cy, al, mt, gw and b for being here for me although I only befriended gw and b recently. They took care of me and prayed for me while I was going thru this. I'm not done, but have to go now. Just wanted to update my blog and let you know how I am holding on. Will blog again soon. Yoong, you still coming or not? Come k =) In3caTe jotted @ 2:04 am
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