.mono[b]logue.

too cute

This has nothing to do with my ex, mind you. I just thought it was funny. Chuckled when I saw it. Definitely made my day.

Picture taken from PostSecret. And if you don't know what PostSecret's all about, you've been missing out on a lot, dude.

In3caTe jotted @ 9:43 pm

what to wear? what to wear?

Another bridal shower.

Another wedding.

-_-

In3caTe jotted @ 6:36 pm

is it really?

it's all about jesus. it's all about the way he changed our lives. it's all about jesus. the power of his blood can't be denied. it's all about jesus. it's all about the covenant he made. it's all about jesus. victorious he rose up from the grave. we lift our hearts to him. he is the reason that we sing. hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah, we praise your name. it’s all about jesus.

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Indifference is dangerous.

I shouldn't be here.

But I don't care.

Indifference is detrimental.

She spelt H.O.P.E

In3caTe jotted @ 12:43 am

grey skies

Two hours to go before I officially 'wake up'.

Tummy still aching a little. Feel better now though.

Completely forgot Chrissy's b'day-7/3. Ugh!

Lying in bed(rolling actually), finally getting some shut eye but rudely awakened by the incessant 'thudding' of raindrops on the roof, right outside my window. Too lazy to fetch for the iPod; plug-in and the world around me(more like the annoying sound of 'thuds') vanishes to the sweet sound of Bebo Norman's guitar.

I miss someone terribly. Is that terrible in itself? To be emotionally attached to another person of the opposite sex who isn't physically here to give me a hug when I need it the most? Should I ring his work place in hopes that he'll answer the call? Would make me heaps better, for sure. Or would that spell N.E.E.D.Y?

I've concluded that it is indeed terrible. Whatever happened to keeping my feelings under wraps and not run ahead with my emotions? Or is it the other way around? Oh well, whatever the case may be, one thing's for sure: someone missed you a whole lot today.

Stupid rain, still hasn't stopped!

Count sheep?I don't think so...

Speak to the Shepherd? It's been a while...

*Edit
Guess what?!?! He rang, he rang!!
Looks like it's going to be a bright sunshiny day after all folks =D
Off to work now. Ta!

In3caTe jotted @ 4:39 am

good morning, starshine... the earth says hello!

I've got some pretty gorgeous news. Like, literally...

Last year I bought *preciousCacing her 'birthday cake' from cuppacakes® by +wondermilk. I remember she couldn't bring herself to eat them tiny lil' cutesies because they were just too pretty on the eyes.

Now you too can feast with your eyes and savour the yummylicious cuppacakes for free! What's more, EVERYONE is invited! Yes, YOU! Yipee!!

Besides cupcakes, the wondermilk gallery has other pretty items on sale too. The pictures below are a few merchandises of theirs.

So go, okay! I'll be there and will definitely rope my girlies along.

To see more happy-clappy-pretty cuppacakes designs, head to their flickr page here.

Jolene, you wanna come, you wanna come?? COME LA... Just for one night, pleasseee. It's too near not to go!! I'll offer to chauffeur you ;p
I know you want to(even though LaiYee's wedding is the very next day =P).

*Only applicable to M'sian residents(unless you wanna fly here). Sorry guys...

**Pictures courtesy of cuppacakes® by +wondermilk.

In3caTe jotted @ 7:46 am

As clichéd as this may sound, ignorance truly is bliss. The thing about growing up is that you not only grow older physically but mentally and emotionally as well.

I know my parents better now since I no longer fly off after 3 months of summer break every year. The way people live is a testament of who they really are and I've had the liberty of observing my parents at home.

Sometimes... I don't like what I see.
"That's not right. Why does he condone it?"
"Where's the compassion she once possessed?"
"Why does she sink so low?"
"What happened to the people I once looked up to?"
"Have they always been like this?"
"How come I've never noticed it before?"
"Am I like that too?"
"Have they been jaded by the world or have I turned into a cynic?
Disappointment ensues.

In spite of their flaws, I still love them very much. It was difficult at first. I had to remind myself that they too are only human and "to err is human". On the other hand, I also didn't want to feel as though I've been living in a web of deception; a fairytale with perfect father and mother, and that the 'veil' has finally come off. Not that my parents deceived me, but everything that was conceived in my mind, before. Moreover, who am I to judge when I don't have a perfect track record myself?

Honestly though, I'm more let down by mum than dad. Even though she's a Christian, her values do not resonate with that of Christ. Dad, he has not changed much and even if he did, it's his temperament; very mellow now. He does his best to set an example for me to follow albeit worldly ones. I love him just because he tries.

Negativity reflects my spiritual walk.

Complacency will be my downfall.

*Thank you for the well wishes =)

In3caTe jotted @ 5:40 pm