in search of reprieve

my life is out of control.
i have allowed the world to consume me.
nowadays, work and play dictates my every step.

work
i have learned that title and money means jack if you are to do the same shit, and then some.
i don't know how the hell im coping- pushing meetings and deadlines.
i live one day behind because there is only so much i can do in 15 hours AND try not to burn out along the way.
who works like this for an entire year and not want to quit?
it's not worth giving up my life for. not in this industry, sadly.
only a little over 2 years and the bright-eyed, bushy-tailed girl is gone.
*poof

play
it feels like i dived into this head first and with my eyes closed.
i admit that although it feels nice, the cracks are beginning to show.
looks like i'll have that 'talk' sooner than i thought.

my entire being is telling me to just run. run away from the world and look for reprieve.

#happy

The Human Experience

How unique

to this human

experience

that we all

just wish

to be

the most important

thing

on earth

to someone

else.


-Tyler Knott Gregson-

beautiful people do not just happen

"The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths.
These persons have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern.
Beautiful people do not just happen."

— Elisabeth Kübler-Ross