Shame on me

Ever since I started blogging, me and my bro have been 'fighting' over the comp. He wants to use it to chat with his friends on MSN and I wanna blog !

Before my 'blogging' life began, I hardly ever used the comp. I stayed away from it cuz I just didn't fancy gadgety stuff. I only used it to search for cases or if I have assignments to do. Oh, and also to check my e-mails, but that's like twice a month, max. Besides that, it's no no to internet and comps.

But these past few days were horrible. One of us will be waiting for the other to get off the comp. When it's my turn to use it and my bro hasn't budge yet, I'll sit right beside him and pretend to be nosy. Strangely, he becomes quite uncomfortable with this and will give in to me. He has tried this on me before but unfortunately or fortunately :P I couldn't be bothered. What's there to hide lerr? I'm only blogging. Nowadays though, it seems like he couldn't be bothered as well. Probably figured out my cunning ways ;)
By the way, the comp is in the study.

This is one of our 'heated' arguments over the comp:
C: "Eh Don, faster la. You use so long ade you know."
D: "Mmm, wait lar. That day also you make me wait wert."

10 mins later...
C: "Wei.. my turn ade la."
C: " Faster, faster, faster."
(I wasn't moaning ya, I was doing some pom-pom cheerleading stunt)

D: "Aiyah, okla okla."
Me --> :D
D: "Next time don't let me wait for 10 hrs ! See I never make you wait !"
Storms off into room.

C: "When did I ever make you wait for TEN HOURS?!?"
D mumbling in his room...
C: "What? What did you say?"
D: "I said, you make me wait damn long for you that day, you know !"
C: "I don't remember it being 10 hrs. And anyway, you'll get to use it when I go back to UK."
D: "How long more huh? 1 month is damn long you know."
C: " Eh, I'll be gone for 1 yr la. You can use as much as you want then."
"And sumore I don't have internet there k."
D: "Watever la, watever la !"
D slams front door of house.

I think that was two nights ago. Last night I was surprise cuz my bro came back and he didn't came upstairs and 'fight' for the comp. Yea, I was online. Anyway, when he came upstairs I caught his eye but he just went into his room and took a shower. He went out for dinner, came back and I was still on the comp. He didn't say or do anything but instead went straight to his room. I didn't see him come out at all.
"Hhmmm.. nvm, good for me."

Today, our 'timetable' didn't clash. Thank God. I woke up earlier than him, used the comp and was done before he woke up. I came back online about 3 something. My bro went lunching with his friends. I was still using the comp when he got back. I didn't budge cuz he didn't ask me to. And I wasn't even doing anything online - no tv means boringg. I know I should be studying k :)
"Hhmmm, what's he doing downstairs? How come he never ask to use the comp?"

And then I heard my bro tuning the guitar !!
You have to understand something, hearing my bro strum the guitar's really, really rare. He must be soo bored out of his mind without a tv that he's playing.. the guitar. And here I was nicely sitting upstairs, online doing nothing and wondering what in the world is up with my bro. Finally I got bored with the comp and turned it off. Decided to go kacau my mum in her room. Told her "Don must be soo bored out of his mind... playing the guitar now." She was shocked herself. She asked me whether I was done with the comp, I nodded and then asked me to tell my bro so he can use it.
"Don, I not using the comp anymore."
"Oh okay."
I heard some shuffling downstairs and then he came up and plopped himself in front of it.

This puzzled me a little, although it shouldn't.
Where was the fella who 'argued' with me the other night?
EITHER
1 - he's playing another 'ball game' altogether ie me hogging the comp and he not saying a word and me feeling bad and pitying him
OR
2- he thought what I said the other night made sense ie me going back to UK and him having the comp all to himself

I seriously think it's the former. It could be the latter as well cuz my bro really is a nice guy. But you know what ! I shouldn't even be thinking about this at all. The fact that he's my only brother isn't enough, he's my one and only YOUNGER brother and I have to 'argue' with over such a small thing.
Sharing is caring and my younger bro giving in to my nonsense made me realise what a selfish sis I am.
Am I not the older one here?
Shame on you Chel !!

"Don.. you wanna use the comp?"