Responsibilities.. Responsibilities... I HATE Responsibilities

No idea why I feel the pressure mounting on me, especially today. I've got so many things on my mind, it's killing me. Have not been sleeping very well this week. I mean, insomnia and all I can handle cuz I've gotten use to sleeping really late at night. But this week's been madness, I didn't sleep for two days, straight ! And the maximum sleep I get is 4-5 hrs/day.

People say insomnia's due to stress and etc, but always felt that it was just me cuz I usually feel no stress. Moreover, I have friends who suffer from it too, so it's quite normal la.
However, I can so admit that this time I KNOW it has to do with S.T.R.E.S.S.
My 'to do' list is piling up, over and above me !! I'm being squashed... Everyday I'm thinking of what I've got to do tomorrow. Just as I'm getting done with something, another 'thing' requires my attention. Don't get me wrong here, I'm not talking about studies and assignments and what not.
I'm gonna quote cy here cuz she described it so perfectly, M'sian style =)

"summore exams coming... sigh n so many other unimportant yet must-do kinda things to do".

Yea man !! Like you have so much to catch up on your studies but you also need to eat. And, there's no more food at home and all the Maggie Mees are gone (cuz that's what you eat when you can't be bothered to cook). Furthermore, it's not like cash's flowing your way, so ordering or 'ta pau-ing' every single day is not an option. And imagine the whole process of buying, cooking, eating and washing up... You just don't wanna go there man.

Bills, bills and more bills. And I, the last-minute-kinda-girl, keep putting them off until, yes, the last minute. And it breaks my heart, literally, to see my money ( my dad's, rather) waving goodbye to me.
And I'm not even going to mention bout their services here. It's one of those 'cheryl and uk jinxed story'.
I just want to go home, and curl up on my parents' 'lap'. Let them be the adults. Let them think about lunch and dinner when you are studying for exams. Let them pay the bills cuz that's what they do, not me. It's not my name written on those billS. Let them deal with the stupid mobile phone company who has been direct debiting your account, by accident !! Eventhough you've rang them like 3 times about it already !!

Okay, DEEP breathes cheryl, DEEP breathes.. And I'm stopping here.

Does this mean I'm growing up? As in becoming an adult? If it is, then I don't want to be one. I don't ! If you're thinking that I'm such a spoilt brat then go ahead, can't convince you otherwise.
I'm losing sleep, losing time, and I'm falling sick. I can so feel it.

But then right, the real purpose of this post was not to complain =p Wonder how I ended up forgetting. It was actually to tell you how bad the week was (checked), esp. today (hhmm.. checked) BUT to also tell you that looking thru my pics I took back in M'sia cheered me up a whole lot. And I'm going to share them with you. Now =p in case I forget.


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