.mono[b]logue.

The End (Pt.1)

Well, this it ...
My first love and the whole cycle of liking, loving, committing.. breaking up, letting go and finally, closure. I'm still trying to 'grasp' reality... *Sigh*
I'm sure many of you have gone thru it but no one says how difficult it is, and no one speaks about the pain they felt.
Now that I'm part of the majority who didn't get their 'happy ever after', I'm going to tell you E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G ... Yup, all of it till.. where I'm stuck now la. Well, I'll probably skip the whole lovey-dovey part. Hahahha bet some of you are groaning cuz you do not want to be reminded of the 'awful heart-wrenching can't eat, can't sleep' kinda pain. BUT TOO BAD.. you can just skip this post and the next one then. But for those who, like me has only loved once or hasn't truly loved yet, I do hope that you'll be blessed after reading this.

To the people who know me and him personally, I'm also blogging bout this so that you would not 'come up' to me and ask whether I know bout them or act all secretive bcuz he told me first. And I am grateful that he did so. I also hope that all of you do not give him a hard time by bombarding him with questions k.

Furthermore, I want to make it clear that this post isn't some 'oh, pity me' thingy. Nope... *shakes head* So, please do not feel obliged to need to comfort me. I just want to share this with all of you; nothing more, nothing less.

Ok, the thing is.. I can't do it now, ahhahah, cuz I've got to get ready for Paris. Yes, I'm going to Paris =)
There is one thing I ask of you tho, I would really appreciate it if you could keep me in your prayers. Thanks you guys =)

Lastly, have a Blessed Christmas. Spend it with the people you love, let them know how much they mean to you and most importantly, appreciate all the little things they do sacrificially, for you. Till the next post, God bless...

Andrew and I