Where Are You, cheryL ?

I've had enough of my fatty face grace the front page of my blog. *so shy*
So, I've decided to write.
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Felt like I've been 'missing' for the past 2 weeks. It's just crazy. Last week, it started out with me sleeping really late and all. And I remember mentioning that I didn't sleep for 2 days in a row. *sigh* Ok, no matter. But the thing is, my body and mind doesn't know when to sleep anymore. It's turned inside out and upside down.
At first it was just not getting enough sleep, but NOW ...

Now I get 8 hours of sleep, which is supposedly good.. if you're sleeping at the RIGHT time !!
Can't remember when, but I think it was during the weekend cy rang me for.. I don't remember what, and the first thing I said was, "What u doin' calling me at 4 in the morning".
She's like, "Eh girl, it's 4 in the evening..."
"HAH !!! Really ah !!" (yeah)
Then she started asking me whether I was ok and all.. I probably mumbled some stuff.. can't remember. All I knew was that I'd slept thru the morning and afternoon.

It began with me sleeping at about 5am and waking up say.. 10:30am. Ok la, I can handle sleeping for just 4/5 hrs. But then it became worst.. I started sleeping at 7am a few days ago. Today is the ultimate la, I freakin' slept at 11:30am !! (who the man? who the man? =p).
And all this time, I wake up somewhere btwn 3:45pm - 4:10pm.
First phone call from cy already I super shock. Then al rang me yesterday asking me where I was. Yes, surprise surprise.. I was still in bed. I was shocked, she was shocked, we both were shocked.
Time --> 3:55pm. (yes, and the amount of classes I've missed)

I've got 6 different alarm clocks (yes, 6), on my left and right, ranging from 9:30am - 11:00am and I do not hear one, not even one (and I tell you honestly that I'm a light sleeper, hence the shock). I keep checking whether my mobile and clocks are functioning cuz when my mobile rings, I wake up immediately, no matter what time of the day it is. Hhmmm.. wonder whether my body has conditioned itself to answer the mobile even when I'm asleep.

So, the thing is.. I hardly see the sun. Actually I have not, for the past week and it's depressing. I feel lost, like I'm here but not here. Oh yeah, and the stuff that I have to do ie pay bills, pay rent, buy groceries, post letters, and of course not forgetting school, I don't get to do them. One at a time yeah, but I would like to have them done by 2 days the most so I can concentrate on more important things, like studying.