.mono[b]logue.

Weird

Have you ever been attracted to someone you so know you cannot 'get' ? Not bcuz he already has a significant other, not bcuz he's old enough to be your grandpa, not bcuz he's way beyond your league and not bcuz he's your brother... Eeeww !! (I actually know someone who is)
Anyway, you know you cannot and should not be 'funny' bcuz he is like.. eek, married !?!?! (k la, so his wife is his significant other but I was referring to having a gf just now)
Cuz if you actually try to be 'funny' you'll literally be breaking up a family, which is a BIG NO NO for me. I mean 'stealing' someone's beau is bad enough, what more someone's husband, man !!

I'm not sure if this is normal. You've probably experienced it before but note that I'm not just talking about those 'oh, too bad he/she is married' kind. This is more like, 'is it me or is he being extra nice to me?' or 'why is he constantly looking my way?' kind, which is terrible la !! (and no, he is not 'ham sap' if that's what you're thinking)
Shouldn't the fact that he's -MarriED- put you off immediately ? Unless of course you're one sick ______
So why do these 'not-so-funny-anymore' thoughts keep popping into my head ?

Never happened to me before. Till now that is.
Weird ...

You know what, I think it's just me not getting enough sleep, not eating properly and it's super late and super cold =p
HAhahAHahah ...