my Jesus, my Saviour

It's weird that I hardly mention God on my blog seeing how He's been so real to me every single day. I have probably written bits and pieces here and there but never really going in depth and speaking about the things He has done and is doing in my life.

Is it because of fear?
Being conscious and afraid of how my non-Christian friends/readers would react?
Of how they'd think of me?
But they already know that I'm a Christian.

Don't we usually blog about our passion/s in life?
Isn't that the very emotion which inspires us to blog?
So why am I holding back?
What am I so afraid of?

.Rejection.Redicule.

One of the reasons why I wanted to privatise my blog was so that I could write more freely about Jesus.
SHAME ON ME!!

And here I am telling my friends to shine for Jesus wherever they go so that people would come to know the Father.
HYPOCRITE!!

He laid it all down before the WHOLE WORLD just for me and He wasn't ashamed.
How am I suppose to carry His cross and follow Him if I am?

God, He used to be a part of my life, like how studies were/are.
Now, today, He's no longer just part of my life, He IS my LIFE; the CENTRE of my being.He IS the reason for my existence; the very reason I breathe, walk, sleep AND wake up the next day. It is He who sustains me.
I do not live for anyone else. I DO NOT LIVE FOR MYSELF. I LIVE ONLY FOR GOD.
In Apostle Paul's words, "To live is Christ, and to die is gain".

The song All Day by United Live's playing in the background right now. How apt.

I don't care what they say about me
It's all right, it's all right
I don't care what they think about me
It's all right, they'll get it one day

Cos' I love You, and I'll follow You
You are my, my life
I will read my Bible and pray
I will follow You all day

I don't care what it costs anymore
Cos' You gave it all and I'm following You
I don't care what it takes anymore
No matter what happens I'm going Your way

Cos' I love You, and I'll follow You
You are my, my life
I will read my Bible and pray
I will follow You all day

All Day
All Day now
All Day
I'll follow You

Anyone around can see
Just how good You've been to me
For all my friends that don't know You
I pray that You would save them too

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Let today be the day I start proclaiming God's faithfulness. Let me never seize to testify of His everlasting goodness in my life. And let this blog be private no more.