so blessed


I had a wonderful christmas party with my cell members, plus a few new people last night. It wasn't quite as celebrative as the year before though. Probably because I didn't know the majority of them well enough. Nevertheless, am thankful to have Chris and *preciousCacing there - two of the most loved people in my life.

The pressies I received however, more than made up for the rather quiet evening (hence the 'wonderful-ness'). Not because they were expensive, luxurious or something I've been longing for but 'twas the element of SURPRISE! that brought joy into my heart. I must say, it has been a while since I felt this way (long time no surprise, damn sad right?) - can't quite put a finger on it though.

Erm.. for example, you and your friend were sorta discussing about a book, like eons ago (ok, maybe 3 weeks =P), which you then totally and absolutely forget about, only to find out that you've received it as a gift, while in the process of ruthlessly ripping the wrapping paper apart =P
Only *preciouses will take the effort to listen and remember every single thing you say, right down to the last detail.

Or when you feel/smell your gift and go,
"HAR!! OH MY GOSH!! Hahaha.. and I thought you were buying it for her!?!?!" or
"Hahahhaa!! Oh my gosh laaa, I seriously thought you got it for yourself loh." - like, r-e-v-e-l-a-t-i-o-n! Heh =P
So cool to go Christmas shopping with your mates, ay? ;)
In Chris' words, "Can go Hollywood already."
Aiyoh Chris, you so lame man. Hehehe.. Boo!

Ahhh.. I am truly blessed to have friends like these. Truly, truly blessed.
*Happy*Happy*Happy*

Christmas sale today and tomorrow and the day after and then more!!
Sure go crazy one.
*Happier*Happier*Happier*


To all the beautiful people out there,
I wish you a Blessed Christmas.
Hope you'll have a fresh and an exciting year ahead ;)

~*~*~*~

But one thing I do:
Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead,
I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.

- Philippians 3:13b & 14


Go, go, go!

the a - z of mua


A is for age:
twenty three years, nine months and fifteen days old

B is for booze choice:
Bailey's, Vodka and Bacardi

C is for favourite colour:
green baybeh!

D is for dad's name:
Christie

E is for essential things to bring to a party:
my cheeky self & my even cheekier friends

F is for favourite food:
vanilla flavoured ice-cream

G is for goal in life:
marry rich man. heh! i'm kidding!!
to be a champion for my God, Jesus Christ

H is for hometown:
DJ dude!!

I is for instruments I (once used to) play:
the piano and the guitar

J is for jam/jelly I like:
hmm.. apricot flavoured jam?

K is for number of kids I'd like to have:
five (more the merrier, no? heh =P)

L is for living arrangement:
staying with three amazing people

M is for mom's name:
Audrey

N is for the name of my crush:
does Josh Harnett count?

O is for overnight hospital stay:
can't recall ever staying over at the hospital

P is for phobias:
enclosed spaces

Q is for my favourite quote (for the time being):
"Bear and endure: This sorrow will one day prove to be for your good." - Ovid

R is for the longest relationship lasted:
± 2½/3 years

S is for favourite song at the moment:
Let Me Fall by Bethany Joy Lenz

T is for time I wake up:
8:30am today. woohoo!!

U is for underwear:
cotton boy shorts. i'm loving it.

V is for favourite vege:
all green leafs

W is for weekend plan:
christmas retreat y'all. can't wait ;)

X is for x-rays I've had:
6, if you consider ultrasound.

Y is for yummy food I make:
some baked pasta thingy

Z is for zodiac sign:
pisces

you know,


I cannot, for the life of me, find the question paper to my coursework, which coincidentally have to be handed in this coming Friday... Yes, this Friday. I cannot believe that I misplaced it. My research, draft, cases and all the other stuff I've prepared are stapled together with the question paper. Gah! I feel like slapping myself!

And to top it all off, I am sitting here, stuffing my face silly with vanilla ice-cream, strawberry waffle and profiteroles, blogging. Marvelous, just marvelous.

LET.ME.DIE.PLEASE.

1YEAR~~ when i think about it, my heart still aches...

Let Me Fall


It's October again
The leaves are coming down
One more year's come and gone
And nothing's changed at all

Wasn't I supposed to be someone
To face the things that I've been running from

Let me feel
I don't care if I break down
Let me fall
Even if I hit the ground
And if I cry a little, die a little
At least I know I lived
Just a little

I've become much too good
At being invincible
I'm an expert at play it safe
And keep it cool

But I swear
This isn't who I meant to be
I refuse to let my life roll over me

Let me feel
I don't care if I break down
Let me fall
Even if I hit the ground
And if I cry a little, die a little
At least I know I lived
Just a little

I wanna be somebody
Who can face the things that I've been running from

Let me feel
I don't care if I break down
Let me fall
Even if I hit the ground
And if I cry a little, die a little
At least I know I lived

It's October again
Leaves are coming down
One more year's come and gone
And nothing's changed at all


- Bethany Joy Lenz