i am ready to love again...

And it's wonderful to know that this isn't stemmed from bouts of loneliness I sometimes experience. I have come a long way and God saw me through it all. I had some major issues to deal with, namely trust and security.

I had turned into a cynic. There was a point in time where I didn't believe that a man could completely love and commit to one woman even though I witnessed it all around me.

"You know, the happiest moment of my life would be the day when I bring my wife and kids to a restaurant to have good food, to know that my life is complete because I have a family and someone whom I love and who loves me back." -G

What I saw, I could not comprehend. What I heard, I could not grasp. My mind just couldn't (or didn't want to?) reconcile the both. I just couldn't make any sense of it.

But it was real, it IS real.

It is LOVE... unbridled, unashamed, passionate and raw.

It is REAL LOVE, between one man and one woman.

It truly exists.

God has shown me time and again that when He created man and woman, He intended for them to be a unit, that it is possible for one man to love one woman in spite of all the failed marriages and relationships in our world.