.mono[b]logue.

i see me in her...

What do you suppose it means when people say, "This is so you" when commenting on an object in reference to you?

Are your feelings toward that statement a feedback of how you've been portraying yourself to others (or the reflection of people's expectations of you)?

I am sometimes surprised at how much I open myself up to people. I don't realise that it puts me in a very vulnerable position.

In3caTe jotted @ 2:40 am

when will the sun shine again?

In3caTe jotted @ 8:58 pm

Lord, please light the path.

In3caTe jotted @ 8:48 pm

missing something

In3caTe jotted @ 8:06 pm

'Just A Dream' - Nelly

'I was thinking 'bout him, thinking 'bout me,
Thinking 'bout us, what we gonna be?
Opened my eyes, it was only just a dream...'

Edit: 17/10
'Change Is The Only Constant'

I used to dream, the operative word being 'used to' because it was not possible- circumstances dictated it.

So what do you do when you receive news that what couldn't have been before could maybe, just maybe, be now?

You take it, and shelve it because time changes people, environment changes people and people changes people- I too have and I am good with that.

Talk about affirmation: Closing Cycles

In3caTe jotted @ 11:31 pm

i feel...

In3caTe jotted @ 12:15 am

so much to say, so little time

feels like that all the time

In3caTe jotted @ 12:38 am

self reminder: be patient and dig deep

A conversation with a friend led me to see how much ungrace I've let into my heart.

"To love a person means to see him as God intended him to be." - Fyodor Dostoevsky

In3caTe jotted @ 12:16 pm

For whom would this open to?

In3caTe jotted @ 4:07 pm

Running in Sydney...

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... literally took my breath away.

T'was awesome that *lc lived slightly more than 1km from Darling Harbour.
Started out from her home to Pyrmont Bridge- where the harbour is at its full glory.
Ran across the bridge till I hit the CBD. Quite an experience running through the bustling city; maneuvering around people, stopping at the lights, crossing roads and more often than not, losing my way.

Got lost after I came to the end of York St. Wasn't sure if I was to run along the highway, which looked intimidating since I didn't know where the road would lead to.
So, I took the back alley- lots of tiny up and downhills, stairs leading to back entrances of hotels, which actually overlooked the Sydney Harbour Bridge.
-_- Berry good.

Once I caught sight of the bridge, all I could do was search for the Opera House.
It was afterall the 2nd day of my stay and I've yet to see it! Finally managed to sort of get a full view albeit far, far away.

pics taken with mobile phone

Suffice to say, lost my way back because I was adventurous enough not to backtrack- noticed that I was running on a pedestrian path along an elevated highway heading towards I-don't-know-where. Got a little panicky coz there was no way down to the city, I was by-passing it!

Anyhoo, long story short, made my way back safe and sound and a little out of breath.
Altogether, it took me about 1hr 15mins to complete approx. 7.4km. Time includes getting lost and stopping for traffic.

LOVED IT! =)

In3caTe jotted @ 3:44 am